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hi bby gm 💞 I am very upset with my life. I can hear you loling in my head at my extreme lack of reaction. *sigh* I'm unfortunately not new to any of this. anyways, no plans today, promise x ILY!!! Only ♾️

we know who our issues are, correct? This one. + aunts & uncles. bro's gf. But if you're asking me who the supplier is? THIS ONE.

This is not English lmao. Well, it's definitely English but not what we speak. Oh y'all are FUCKED 🤣 (movie is scarier tho imho) Hey question @ THE FEDS / attorneys, which part of all of this would hold up in court? No no, I'll wait! hi bby, gm x 💞 I'm in a great mood wdym! coffee 🚀

hi bby 💞 I'm literally only talking to you rn cuz I don't have the energy to want to do anything else. I'm sure you're feeling it too. I'm absolutely fucking disgusted with my family members, their partners, & their flying monkeys rn. Napped, ate dinner, about to watch The Dropout on Hulu x DAS YOU lol always saying your name bub! Update if I have the will later 😭

I'm okay b. I'm safe & v thankful for being protected. I'm sensing you are too. I'll be careful, even more than usual, when leaving the house until you're here. we've gotta eat dinner tonight, whatever sounds appetizing. I'll hold myself to that. & maybe a movie or TV show just to help regulate, something easy! would not be mad about The Office, prob no horror. ty for checking in my love x ilysm 🔒💞

So sorry, the attempt to PMO is not going to work 💀 we know that's not the truth, shouldn't she be done with her voodoo spellwork by now? hope girlie likes prison 😂 I don't even think I'm halfway mad rn. whew y'all have clearly never dated loser men! This is a Thurs when you're in the trenches w/ an abuser. Maybe at 21 it might have worked on me. Hope you're having a good day bby 💞 lunch! x

ftr I won't be hyphenating a damn thing. just sayin' 💞

hi bby good morn. I'll just talk to myself on the internet as usual! & also plotting the demise of my enemies. I'm taking them out kinda fast tbh. Didn't take long for the structures to crumble with no foundation, huh? Ya, things tend to work like that lmao luckily my spouse is Bob the Builder. I'm not calling you that tho, that's where I draw the line 😂 nickname fits A little better lol x 💞🫶

Evening update for bby: much enjoying this. Some uncomfy coincidences that I might post notes for later 👀 interesting familiar names in here for sure. Ancient mesoamerican culture is a topic I know least about but seeing some human sacrifice, war, ritual, & violence parallels. So I’ll just be here & maybe getting McDonald’s lol. Ready for the week ahead my love? 😏💞

Happy Sunday b ☀️ I definitely did not just wake up at all what are you talking about? lol I'm doing fine-ish. Cracking up @ you complimenting my "networking" abilities. I said I didn't like it, not that I was bad at it lmao 💀 y'all really think I survived a decade in the industry by not being able to talk to people in business? wrong assumption brodie lol don't worry bub team you always. coffee! x 💞

I'm going to bed, ilysm 💞 throw everyone away tbh. AS I THOUGHT, TRASH. besides us. I am lightyears away from forgiveness for others who were silent the entire time, & honestly I think I've spent a lot of my life forcing myself into a disingenuous version. I bet ik why! I'm gonna try to let that go (some) tonight. gn bby 🌙

Good morning bby. Thank you for being kind. I'm not doing amazing today but I'm not doing worse either so I'll take it. You made me laugh tho, that word always makes me think of bestie being like "I'm feeling agile rn" 😂 ty for the additional targets. Keep em coming! Just expanding the network, right? 😇 ok coffee time x I'll update ya later. Maybe candle run today to distract myself? 💞

the silence & lack of actual support from my family members right now probably hurts the most. Because I know everyone knows. & I guess everyone decided I wasn't worth saving yet. this is going to take a very, very long time to heal.

GUESS WHO'S BAIT NOW! 🫶✌️ Hope everyone has a lovely, *relaxing* weekend, enjoy the flashbacks 📸

I took a nap & am now awake. Time to distract myself from hell with activities lol. & your voice in my head 💞 oh also, other post is up! had to make sure to rep my team real quick x YOURS ♾️

I just got home from dinner w/ my dad. Weird as hell. As usual, I have no idea what's going on lol. I don't even think I can trust my own family any more? Pls bby, pls. I really hope I do not drive all the way into the city in the AM to be stood up. I don't even like networking 😭 crawl into bed with me x 💞 tonight was hard.

I'm up, I'm up! I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you, may or may not have taken a several hour nap this eve lol. I miss you so much. I will absolutely be there, I cannot wait to see you. I'm not nervous about that. Taking a "chance" on you was never a risk. I was always sure bby. I'll always be sure about you. Now I need to shower so I ideally don't look like shit 💀😭 come home to me pls x 💞

gm my 💞 x I'm okay-ish this morning. I'm getting flashes of people's fates, it kinda feels like a zeroing in, & it's not super comfy so just processing thru that. Gonna try to put on a movie & distract my body with easy stuff around our house. Today I am grateful I am safe & that my body feels good. also I don't give a flying fuck about the hermetic order of goldie hawn's timeline or preferences fr 💀

Hi bby, good morn! I slept well last night tg, & just got back from perusing the bookstore. Didn't see you! Just know you don't have to worry. I only want you. As long as we don't forget each other's 3D names & faces, we're good. I'm nowhere near that btw. 4D tech helps rn but even w/o it I'd be fine. My memory has been damn near too good my whole life lol. We'll be drawn together x 🤞🏻💞

Hi bby gm! You must have been watching for when I would wake up this morning 🥹 I’m doing okay-ish! I’m feeling ready. I’m so excited to see you & just be able to stabilize/regulate. Ty for staying so locked in & loving me through every part of this experience. We will walk the rest together. Plan for the AM is coffee, shower, think about seeing you to make the minutes pass. Happy Fri my 💞🌏

I understand bby. I couldn't be more serious about this situation. But remember that I have no clear idea what we're dealing with here. Nobody will answer even direct questions. I need you home 💞 & I just want you to know that I'll feel much safer if you take the agent hat off and just be my spouse when we talk about it. Go easy on me, I'm just a person. I don't want to go to bed without you rn x 😭

How are we feeling bub? Restless?Same. I want to go for a drive & music but not the hugest fan of the whole randoms flocking thing 😂 that's a little weird for me w/o you here. I really did not understand any of this until very late in the game. Getting linked w/ my Dad for courtship & my hand? Classy move, v classy. I tip my hat, you win this year x someone perfect told me once I'm a good gift giver 💞

Hi b, gm! how we doing today? I'm feeling good mentally, stable. Ready. Ty for making sure x my goal of today is eating! Sleep is pretty well regulated now, all the good signs! I'm sure you're a little overwhelmed. Me too bby, promise 🤞🏻gonna go grab coffee & then work more on the reading list/post it! Btw I didn't mean YOU need the experience 😂 Maybe you forgot how gifted you are 😏

Quick update before bed: I am sleepy but feeling much better than the last couple of days. I hope you are too! Can you talk to me in my dreams tonight? I like that 🥹 I'm not going anywhere, my 💞 I'll be right here waiting for you. You're safe! I'll post more thoughts in the AM I'm sure, when don't I have them. I'd have to be 💀 HA