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"Because I can't stop myself from wanting you. I want you in my bar, chewing on my straws and giving me shit. I want you in my bed, wrapped up in my sheets. I want to make stupid fucking excuses to lick salt off your skin, and I want—I want to hear you laugh. I want to see you happy. I want you to have whatever you want, and I want—" He releases a sigh and slumps closer, dropping his forehead to mine and closing his eyes like he can't bear the thought of it. "I want to be the one to give it to you."
I squeeze my eyes shut and keep my hands at my sides. I don't want to say anything. I don't want to ruin it.
"You're all I think about," he whispers, broken. "I want to fuck you and fight with you and watch you carve a pumpkin with a goddamned butter knife. I want to take you to the farmer's market just so I can see your face light up at whatever mundane shit you want to try. I want to get on my knees for you and I want you on your knees for me. I’m fucking—I’m making and rearranging plans. And I shouldn’t, because we are not people.”

can someone carve it out into my brain