Nikki Dear’s Reviews > Ladders to Fire > Status Update

This is what I feel and would say, if I was better at expressing myself: "I destroy people without meaning to. Everywhere I go things become confused and terrifying. For you, I would like to begin all over again...I won't appear anymore with clothes that are held together with safety pins! I've been living stupidly, blindly, doing nothing but drinking, smoking, talking. I'm afraid of disillusioning you."