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Cyndi
is 52% done
Halfway through and they are in Rome together for a getaway. She is asleep and he is awake because he has insomnia. He says he feels dead most nights, that's it's hard to feel alive when you've been obliterated inside, hard to feel real when you don't remember how to dream. I don't mind him grieving, but geez it's like the h doesn't change his outlook at all.
— Jan 26, 2016 05:22PM
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Cyndi
is 20% done
Ok now he is talking to his former father in law about the h taking his dead wife's place, living the life the wife should have had. The father in law says he doesn't like who Naz chose to replace her and Naz says nobody will ever replace his dead wife and thinks to himself that he has felt guilty about living a life with the h too.
— Jan 26, 2016 01:46PM
Cyndi
is starting
Just started and already not happy. The prologue has him dreaming of the night his wife was killed. He feels movement on the bed and thinks "maybe it didn't happen, maybe she isn't dead" but then doesn't see the ex's face he sees the h. Then he says time stopped at 2:45 am the day his wife was killed and he has been in darkness since. He is already engaged to h at this point, but still in darkness? Boo!
— Jan 26, 2016 12:12PM
