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I’m sorry for luring you home when you could be with more beautiful people in a more beautiful city living the rest of your life with sparkle and burning and novelty.

You’re selfish. But she wasn’t, not really. She had no obligation to love me in the way I loved her. I wanted to say, You broke my heart that night. But that was unfair, too, since I hadn’t even told her how I felt about her.
I wanted to say, I love you and I’m going to kill myself soon, and I am so sorry for how that will hurt you.

I heard the irritation in her voice and wanted to cry. She didn’t understand. She wasn’t like me. She was fully alive. She knew how to dream and wish and want. I was empty.

Avery needs to put two and two together and Cass deserves so much better!!

I turned away from her to face the sky and felt the wind on my skin. It hurt, but I let it. And I could only think two things:
I love her, I love her, I love her.
And:
She’s better off without me.
I don’t know which thought filled me with more sorrow, or if they were separate thoughts at all, but I didn’t have time to decide.