Gerda Saunders's Blog: Field Notes on My Dementia

August 28, 2025

Gerda re-cognizes her childhood “what shall I be’s” in light of Doña Quixote’s old age Que Será, Serás

Featured image: Child Gerda—9 years old, Grade VI, in photo—imagines what she shall be when she grows up. Thanks to Peter for manipulating this photo and several illustrations (artists not known) as background to the photo, as well as creating the other manipulated images. “Que será, será  Whatever will be, will be The future’s not […]

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Published on August 28, 2025 17:42

May 5, 2025

When Doña Quixote is more anguished about the holes in her HAIR than the holes in her HEAD…

Featured image: Detail of the Portrait of Macee Leodepard, Wife of The French Trader Jacques Coeur, by the French School (15th century). Jacques Coeur ( 1395-1456), a contemporary of Joan of Arc (1412-1431), was a significant patron of the arts, one of the wealthy merchants who helped shape the artistic landscape during the period when art […]

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Published on May 05, 2025 20:37

January 31, 2025

Blessed are the caregivers, for they make a heaven on earth for those they love: please Zoom with us to talk about “SPOUSAL CAREGIVING THROUGH DEMENTIA”

Featured image: Danish artist Sophus Vermehren, Interior with Elderly Man Sleeping (1944). By the time of this painting, Vermehren was nearing the end of a long and successful career (1866-1950). He lived with his wife, Yelva Petrea Sophie Vermehren. Art critics believe that the elderly man on the left of the painting is a self-portrait […]

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Published on January 31, 2025 21:01

November 2, 2024

Doña Quixote wants to commission a retablo: “with the sun in my face and the wind in my hair…”

Featured image: Retablo, Oil on tin, 2007. In Mexico and other Spanish-speaking South American countries, a retablo is a devotional offering—using iconography from Catholicism—painted on a panel to hang in a church in fulfillment of a vow or in gratitude for divine intercession. The text on the image says, “My sentimental life was in chaos. I […]

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Published on November 02, 2024 19:48

June 18, 2024

“Give me this day my daily…”

Featured image: In the ruins of Pompeii, archeologists discovered a loaf of bread baked just before the eruption of Mount Vesuvius in 79 AD and carbonized  during the eruption by the pyroclastic flow. Chemical analysis shows that it was a type of sourdough.The loaf was incised before being baked by dividing it into wedges to […]

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Published on June 18, 2024 12:48

May 3, 2024

My Gen Z granddaughter Aliya and friends Anna & Ellie are collecting clothes for the Salt Lake City Women’s Shelter

Featured image: The Salt Lake City Women’s Shelter has supported unhoused women and their children since 1972. (Photo from their web page.) My now 14-year-old granddaughter Aliya and her same-age friends Anna and Ellie volunteered for a community service project at their school, Salt Lake Arts Academy. Their goal is to collect clothes for Salt […]

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Published on May 03, 2024 14:52

March 14, 2024

In memoriam: Wendy Mitchell, my fellow dementer and zoom-panel buddy, died on Feb 22nd after voluntarily stopping eating and drinking (VSED)

Featured image: Wendy Mitchell (then 63) skydiving. Daily Mail. Wendy Mitchell was a force of nature. She was my role model of how to live fully and with joy even when dementia hamstrings your every action every day. After her death on Feb 22nd 2024 from voluntarily stopping eating and drinking (VSED), Wendy’s daughters Sarah […]

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Published on March 14, 2024 15:12

February 21, 2024

Who tells ego-boosting lies in a dream and knows in their dream they’re lying? That would be Doña Quixote

Featured Image: Baku, by one of Japan’s most famous manga artists, Shigeru Mizuki, best known for drawing yokai, namely ghosts and monsters. As the New Yorker puts it, he “resurrected Japan’s folk creatures as pop culture for the masses. He was “a member of the Japanese Society of Cultural Anthropology, and traveled to more than […]

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Published on February 21, 2024 16:12

January 21, 2024

Can Doña Quixote still cross the road? Only when Peter helps her plot an exit from the Escher stairs in her head

Featured image, adapted by Peter from two Escher artworks: 1), Relativity (1953), M. C. Escher’s classic lithograph that presents the visual imagery of a world where the laws of gravity have ceased to exist. 2), Hen with Egg, M.C. Escher (1917) So far in 2024, Doña Quixote has lost two major material things: 1), her […]

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Published on January 21, 2024 18:00

December 30, 2023

A snowball’s chance in hell? or How a (19-year-old) old soul “plays with and is fed by” a horrific accident

Featured image: Adoration of the Magi by  Giotto di Bondone (1267–1337). The Star of Bethlehem is shown as a comet above the christ child. Giotto witnessed an appearance of Halley’s Comet in 1301. Halley is visible from Earth every 74.7 years, or, more simply, every 75-79 years. Halley would orbit another 9 times—between Earth and […]

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Published on December 30, 2023 21:16

Field Notes on My Dementia

Gerda  Saunders
When I turned 61 in 2011, I was diagnosed with cerebral microvascular disease, a precursor of dementia. Since retiring from my job as the associate director of Gender Studies at the University of Utah ...more
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