Cierra Solange's Blog

It’s been a week since I got back from my vacation, and I’m feeling so worn out and fatigued. I really need a weekend to rest and let God refresh my spirit. This return has opened my eyes to how I invest my energy, and I realize it can be quite draining. Right now, I want to focus on taking care of myself. To be honest, I didn’t feel good about my appearance during the vacation, and I felt God nudging me to recognize that I often give more to others than to myself. So, I’m in a time where I want to embrace solitude and take a step back from friendships to focus on my own needs. Yet, I’m concerned about whether this is what God desires for me or just my own wish. I know that God sometimes leads us into seasons of solitude, but I’m trying to figure out if I’m isolating myself or genuinely seeking solitude. I want to concentrate on the next book in my trilogy and prioritize my health, but I also feel a sense of guilt about this decision. I still have a Bible study to facilitate, and I’m encountering some hurdles there as well. So right now the best thing that I can do for myself is just take it one day at a time and surrender each day to God and I know when his timing comes, he will be able to provide some clarity and understanding

Alright, the update you've been waiting for is here! My first book launching event was a success and I enjoyed every moment of it. The day before, I was still dealing with vertigo, but I trusted in my faith that I wouldn't experience it during the event. The morning started off a bit rough as I had to pick up my brother and drive to Columbia, South Carolina. We ended up leaving later than planned due to delays, which upset me. However, I took a moment to give it to God and decided not to let anything ruin my day. When I arrived, my family was there, and we spent time together before the event, which was a beautiful experience. Despite some people not showing up, those who were meant to be there came and even bought signed copies of my book. Hearing another author's testimony was truly inspiring. I have never had to speak publicly before, but when I shared my testimony about God, it was a new and enjoyable experience. Even though I had prepared a speech, I ended up speaking from the heart, allowing the Holy Spirit to flow through me. Many people were able to experience and enjoy my testimony, and I was grateful for that. I also realized that my vertigo had disappeared, and I made sure to ask God to seal that healing and protect me from it in the future. It was a bit overwhelming, but I know that giving my feelings to God is important, as he can provide peace, clarity, and confirmation. God is able to provide, so I suggest that whenever you have any emotions, entrust them to God as He always has the perfect solution for you. Even though many people didn't attend, I am still grateful for the opportunity. The event was small, yet intimate, and I appreciated every individual present. It was a pleasant and heartwarming experience to have strangers, who are unfamiliar with me, show up and offer their support. Looking forward to the next time!

The week of my book launch event has been filled with a whirlwind of emotions. I've felt incredibly nervous and excited at the same time. There's been a lot of anxiety and worry swirling around, though I'm not sure exactly where it's all coming from. The constant racing thoughts and inability to sleep properly due to this overwhelming anxiety has been really challenging.
However, through prayer and turning to God, I've been able to let go of these problems. Even though I'm struggling financially and don't have the means to purchase a dress for the event, God has provided in miraculous ways. A woman from my Bible study group gave me a revelation that has helped me understand the need to forgive, give back, and do more. This has led me to start a fast, which has brought me a deep sense of peace.
Although this has been a weird and difficult journey, I wouldn't want it any other way. God has aligned everything perfectly - from having my sister help me find an affordable dress, to not having to pay for anything out of pocket. It's truly a testament to how God works and provides, even when we don't have the means ourselves. I'm forever grateful and can't wait to share more about how the launch event goes. Feel free to tune in to my live updates @itscierratho.

I have 9 days until my first book launch event. Nervous doesn't even begin to describe how I feel! I've always been someone who struggles to speak to strangers, but I try to be warm and engaging. This is the first event where the focus will be on me, and that's outside my comfort zone. I prefer to work behind the scenes and be a cheerleader for others - it's so much easier. Honestly, I have a hard time accepting love and compliments. God is still working on me with this. I'm hopeful He'll use this event to help me grow in this area. I'm not sure why it's easier for me to give love than to receive it. I think that's a downfall when you're used to being in the background - people don't really see you and the light God has given you. We have to remind ourselves how God sees us - like a town on a hill that can't be hidden (Matthew 5:14). If you're like me, I encourage you to deepen your prayer life and ask God to show you how He sees you. Allow Him to reignite that light within you. Ask Him to reveal why you feel the need to stay comfortable in the background. For me, it was definitely related to my weight gain. I've gained over 100 pounds, which is the most I've ever weighed. This has caused me to dislike my appearance and withdraw, just like the main character in my book. It took me a while to start seeing myself the way God does, and that required a lot of self-care on my part. In order to receive love, we have to learn to love ourselves first. I'm excited to see how this event turns out, and I'll be sure to keep you updated!One Look

I honestly always wanted to write a blog and this is such a great way for me to start! I am still in awe of the way the God really wanted to use little ol me to create this book One Look. When I tell yall it took me a like a whole year to realize that He was calling me to write and I was really ignoring it. Like Jesus I know you are not asking me?! Someone who RARELY went high school and BARELY graduated high school to write a whole Christian Romance novel right now! I was really in my self doubt era as well. Making up all the excuses in the world how I just wasnt the right fit for someone to write a book. I am Haitian also so the way my grammar has been messed up and the way I speak is truly crazy sometimes lol. Like God you really can use someone like me who raise to say open and close the light to do this. Idk if anyone else is like me but when I cant see how it is going things are going to happen I tend to ran very far away from it! I dont like failing and I didnt want to fail Him. But by the grace of God I finally accepted the calling and here I am a year later. I will be going my whole journey how this book came to be. I will be talking about my life and how God gave me the plot for this book! One Look