M .'s Blog - Posts Tagged "life"

• In solitude grew a light, a tiny glimmer from which strength emerged. A victim to life, just another victim, to illusions. Knowledge formed from meditation,although its unwanted ,useless knowledge,or is it? This life has ups and downs,good times and bad, but this solitude ,in a crowd,its perplexing and sad.unwanting of comfort, knowing none can be found,knowledge that very few ,are really around.Physically there, but searching for purpose and meaning, wanting to find a common place,but those are sparse,for in most lies jealousy, competition,and deceitfulness.life is beautiful,solitude is too, but you cant be in solitude long, it will engulf you,don’t forget about life. How ironic, to find oneself it seems you have get lost, but if you wander too far theres no turning back,then forever in darkness, engullfed by solitude,life forgotten. Balance that seems rare now a days.

Sometimes we are put in situations where we have to defend ourselves and our inner peace. It seems as if at times so many want to take that from us for whatever reason , its sad ,so many are genuinely nice but its impossible to survive as an angel when surrounded by devils I guess. Sometimes you have to be firm even ruthless to defend your being.its unfair when that happens to the good by nature, its painful but necessary. Life and our interactions with each other are usually battles. I sometimes envision a life of peace but I seems to be impossible in the world we live in.