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Deserted and alone you left me,seems as tho you were hoping I would wither away, but I grew strong from the pain, got blessed with another day.
You squeezed my heart, hoping it would stop to beat, wanted to see me in shambles, took all of me and threw my being umder your feet.
Hopeless was how I felt, after your reign and destruction of my heart, now found; now new, glad to from you be apart.
Like a coward, you tried to hurt me from afar, but honey I dont think so, here I am ; there you are.

You left me naked,in this icy cold world,youve left me unarmed, and told me go live.
you took away my dignity, and all I asked for.was passion, you took away my emotion, without brakes this car went crashing.
feels like youve left me, just abandoned on an empty ship, no captain- no passengers, alone on a cruise to nowhere I sit......

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on a search through the dark city, to. find a love that her everything desired, through the cold an empty city, him she came to find.
but no words came, he turned to go, and she stood long and waited. he'll come back- at least she believed so.
and forever she stood waiting, other dreams passing her by, but she came with the intention to only wait, for the dream- with him to cross her eye.
he knew what they were doing, she believed je knew her pain, but he left jer in the darkness to neber again be the same.......

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Sometimes we are put in situations where we have to defend ourselves and our inner peace. It seems as if at times so many want to take that from us for whatever reason , its sad ,so many are genuinely nice but its impossible to survive as an angel when surrounded by devils I guess. Sometimes you have to be firm even ruthless to defend your being.its unfair when that happens to the good by nature, its painful but necessary. Life and our interactions with each other are usually battles. I sometimes envision a life of peace but I seems to be impossible in the world we live in.

Through the darkness he led her way,"captain of the ship"she heard him say. She found comfort in his words, love that knows no bounds. A connection in his emotions and hers was found.
A life of heartache and pain, suffering since your environment provides no comfort ,they found each other. Belief kept them together.
Support came from the abyss of darkness, led the Angel to the light. In search for home she found the strength to move forward.
Never had such a fierce battle been fought! She found herself in the darkness where her strength awaited.
The Angel knowing although the reality of the abyss was no longer unknown, she chose the light. Feeling honored to bask in the light, knowing what it was like without it , the harsh and cruel darkness teaching her a lesson.

The world with its frozen heart, it makes its citizens not feel, we become numb to emotion, after so much real.
Dreams they vanish, hope subsides, washed away, with the worlds tides.
We become little,irrelevant,vague,even disposable,
Its all so unnecessary, all of it just horrible.
In tho world, surrounded by masses, we are all just one, as the time passes.

Experience my emotions from a distance
Tear apart and analyze making safe decisions
Disect every thought to see it's base
Every feeling explained.
Love it comes from the heart
Love it has no rules
Love ...hardly ever treated with care
Love...so abused.
Giving into the unknown
The brain it just wont let it be
Letting others in
Complicated and so not me.
I wear my heart on my sleeve
I hurt so deep
Yet I feel as if I was an outsider
As if dreaming in a sleep.
I rule my emotions
A mighty warrior to survive
Too many lies directed my way
but it will not be my demise.
Heart on parole
My love not to be shared
It was always to pass me hurt
For my love no one cared

If you set expectations then you should give the  opportunity and support for those expectations to be met....there can never be real progress in anything that has not been given a chance. The world is so quick to give up on a child that isn't responding to the usual methods...these kids are all expected to be the same from what I noticed and if they are NOT well the world gives up they are NOT dealing with a difficult case but really they're just children maybe the approach is the problem ...maybe the world gives up too easily ...maybe we expect immediate unrealistic results while we put minimal effort.
Maybe we label, medicate, throw aside...maybe we give up too easily instead of trying harder, caring more, doing more.
We don't embrace ones uniqueness we actually act as if uniqness is a flaw. 
We expect perfection according to certain standards but do not give our all to give every unique beautiful child a chance to actually be able to achieve this perfection. We give up too easy and want too much .
And sure not every child is tossed aside some make it BUT we forget that we are in this city, country, planet together. The effects of tossing a child any child for any reason aside...to give up on them ...well that child effects all of us in so many ways.
People see only the small picture. People care to a point.
What do we do with kids we tossed aside the kids we gave up on...we don't see the beauty of a unique individual we see a problem.