We all have had what my spiritual boo call "itchy ears" a term she uses toward me often. When God first started to reveal to me who I truly was I was so excited I wanted to know more. I had to have people tell me more, which caused me to excessively overthink EVERYTHING!. Its funny now, smiling as I sit and think back on how "Itchy ears" had began to control my life in some way. My focus never left God but I found myself desperately seeking to hear anyone tell me things. Everyday I would wake up, my heart pounding and my thoughts racing. Although God was my main focus I found myself paying less attention to my husband, to my kids, and founding myself less and less into my job.

If you know me then you know I don't like to feel as if im bothering you. My sources were limited but I trusted every word from the ones I knew was steering me in the right direction. Then it hit me because I felt they knew so must more than I did I felt small, belittle. why? because I was doing it to myself. I wasn't thinking or seeking advice and knowledge from their main source which was God. instead I founded myself like so many times before wanting to take short cuts. the funny thing about God those short cuts go nowhere fast. Then here comes another phrase in my journey, called Part stuck. No fun!

For a while I found myself spending less and less time meditating and praying as deeply as I would at first. Instead of siting up when mediating I wanted to lay down in the bed and do it. I was looking for God to just write the answers I wanted down on my pillow. Boy was I a joke, trying to trick God. yeah I'm  sure we have been there at some point but not once did I question his love for me. I knew God and once you get to really know him you come to a understanding of knowing just because im slacking he will not just kick you out from his love, but know he is waiting for you to seek his face again, soon so you can reach your destiny.

The point im trying to get to is..... once I realized that I didn't have to run to everyone for advice I didn't have to drive my self crazy constantly to know Gods plan. The whole time God was asking me why are you going half insane when you can ask me your self...... then the light bulb comes on. I sit my laziness to the side and I start to ask him, God what is it you want me to do? who am I? what does this mean? Yes, sure at first I would ask those questions but I wasn't waiting one second for him to respond before I was picking up my cell phone texting my sources.

Your situation may be about a potential husband, a job promotion, buying a new home, or whatever but the big thing WE HAVE TO UNDERSTAND is God is the best person to seek for he is the author of life. He knows your story, he mapped out your life. NOW Ask Him and WAIT on the lord! On the count of three scream it with me..... I AM ENOUGH