Lorena

“Singurul sfat pe care eu pot să îl dau cu inima împăcată este: Dormiți! Dormiți, fraților, că somnul n-a făcut rău nimănui! Ești trist? Culcă-te! Ești nervos? Culcă-te! Vrei să mori? Culcă-te, poate ai noroc și mori în somn!”
― Adrian Teleşpan, Cimitirul

“He is terribly afraid of dying because he hasn’t yet lived.”
― Franz Kafka

“Shahrzad,

I've failed you several times. But there was one moment I failed you beyond measure. It was the day we met. The moment I took your hand and you looked at me, with the glory of hate in your eyes. I should have sent you home to your family. But I didn't. There was honesty in your hatred. Fearlessness in your pain. In your honesty, I saw a reflection of myself. Or rather, of the man I longed to be. So I failed you. I didn't stay away. Then later, I thought if I had answers, it would be enough. I would no longer care. You would not matter. So I continued failing you. Continued wanting more. And now I can't find the words to say what must be said. To convey to you the least of what I owe. When I think of you, I can't find the air to breathe. And now, though you are gone, there is no pain or fear. All I am left with is gratitude.
When I was a boy, my mother would tell me that one of the best things in life is the knowledge that your story isn't over yet. Our story may have come to a close, but your story is still yet to be told. Make it a story worthy of you.
I failed you in one last thing. Here is my chance to rectify it. It was never because I didn't feel it. It was because I swore I would never say it, and a man is nothing if he can't keep his promises.
So I write it in the sky-
I love you, a thousand times over. And I will never apologize for it.
Khalid”
― Renee Ahdieh, The Wrath and the Dawn

“To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all.”
― Oscar Wilde