“I've never been free in my whole life. Inside I've always chased myself. I've become intolerable to myself. I live in a lacerating duality. I'm seemingly free, but I'm a prisoner inside of me.”
― A Breath of Life
― A Breath of Life
“I want the shining gravel in a dark brook. I want the sparkle of the stone beneath the rays of sun, I want death that frees me. I could manage to have pleasure if I abstained from thinking. Then I’d feel the ebb and flow of air in my lungs.”
― A Breath of Life
― A Breath of Life
“Love was a room that appeared when you stepped into it.”
― Martyr!
― Martyr!
“And I want to be held down. I don't know what to do with the horrifying freedom that can destroy me.”
― The Passion According to G.H.
― The Passion According to G.H.
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