Burzum

“There are some things about myself I can't explain to anyone. There are some things I don't understand at all. I can't tell what I think about things or what I'm after. I don't know what my stregths are or what I'm supposed to do about them. But if I start thinking about these things in too much detail, the whole thing gets scary. And if I get scared, I can only think about myself. I become really self-centered, and without meaning to, I hurt people. So I'm not such a wonderful human being.”
― Haruki Murakami, The Elephant Vanishes

“Why is it that the beautiful things are entwined more deeply with death than with life?”
― sui ishida

“Trusting a human is difficult, but, if it’s by you, then it’s probably fine if I’m betrayed.”
― Sui Ishida

“Your worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing.”
― Fyodor Dostoevsky, Crime and Punishment