“My library is an archive of longings.”
― As Consciousness is Harnessed to Flesh: Journals and Notebooks, 1964-1980
― As Consciousness is Harnessed to Flesh: Journals and Notebooks, 1964-1980
“The pathologized images have moved the soul in several ways: we are afraid; we feel vulnerable and in danger; our very physical sustance and sanity appear to be menaced; we want to prevent or rectify. Especially this last seizes us. We feel protective, impelled to correct, straighten, repair. For we have confused something sick with something wrong. [...]
affliction reaches us partly through the guilt it brings. Guilt belongs to the experiences of deviation, the the sense of being off, failing, 'missing the mark'. [...]
However the true missing of the mark is taking the guilt literally, where failings becomes faults to be set right. This places the guilt on the shoulders of the ego who 'should not' have failed. Then pathologizing reinforces the ego's style and guilt serves a secondary gain, increasing the ego's sense of importance: ego becomes superego, drivenly busy with repairing wrongs. A guilty ego is no less egocentric than a proud one.”
― Re-Visioning Psychology
affliction reaches us partly through the guilt it brings. Guilt belongs to the experiences of deviation, the the sense of being off, failing, 'missing the mark'. [...]
However the true missing of the mark is taking the guilt literally, where failings becomes faults to be set right. This places the guilt on the shoulders of the ego who 'should not' have failed. Then pathologizing reinforces the ego's style and guilt serves a secondary gain, increasing the ego's sense of importance: ego becomes superego, drivenly busy with repairing wrongs. A guilty ego is no less egocentric than a proud one.”
― Re-Visioning Psychology
“The ideal or the dream would be to arrive at a language that heals as much as it separates.”
― Against Interpretation and Other Essays
― Against Interpretation and Other Essays
“I tried to hang out with my peer group, Defne, Murat and Yudum, but was unable to assimilate myself to their mode of being. They seemed always to be waiting for something, for the removal of some obstacle-- for a business to open, for the sun to move, or for someone to come back from going to get something. Whenever they actually did anything, like go in the water, eat lunch, or walk somewhere, they did it in an abstracted, halfhearted way, as if to show that this was just a side diversion from the main business of waiting. All they talked about was when the thing they were waiting for was going to happen, But whenever that thing did happen, nothing seemed to change. The sense of provisionality was the same, it just gradually found a new object.”
― The Idiot
― The Idiot
“Sana kendimden bir şey getirmiştim.
Bir yerde oturuyorduk, konuşarak. Nasıl olduysa, garsonlar masayı toplarken, getirdiğimi de alıp kaldırmışlar. Çıktık. Bir araca tam bindik ki, senin aklına geldi - çantana bir baktın, ve hemen, "İniyoruz" dedin. İndik. Geri gidip bulup aldık sana getirdiğimi; araç sırasına geri döndük.
O, kesin, "İniyoruz" demen, belirleyiciydi - içime ışık dolmuştu, sen bunu söyleyince-
Her şeyi, apaçık, ortaya koyuyordu:-
Önem veriyordun - benim olan; benden sana gelen, önemliydi senin için- kararlıydın:-
En temelidir bu, ilişkinin: önem vermekte kararlı olmak.
Bunun önemi de, hiçbir öndüşünce taşımamasında : öyle, kendiliğinden, oluşuvermesinde; sanki, hiç düşünülmeden, hesaplanmadan, amaçlanmadan, yapılıvermesinde.
İlişkinin kendisi gibi...”
― ile
Bir yerde oturuyorduk, konuşarak. Nasıl olduysa, garsonlar masayı toplarken, getirdiğimi de alıp kaldırmışlar. Çıktık. Bir araca tam bindik ki, senin aklına geldi - çantana bir baktın, ve hemen, "İniyoruz" dedin. İndik. Geri gidip bulup aldık sana getirdiğimi; araç sırasına geri döndük.
O, kesin, "İniyoruz" demen, belirleyiciydi - içime ışık dolmuştu, sen bunu söyleyince-
Her şeyi, apaçık, ortaya koyuyordu:-
Önem veriyordun - benim olan; benden sana gelen, önemliydi senin için- kararlıydın:-
En temelidir bu, ilişkinin: önem vermekte kararlı olmak.
Bunun önemi de, hiçbir öndüşünce taşımamasında : öyle, kendiliğinden, oluşuvermesinde; sanki, hiç düşünülmeden, hesaplanmadan, amaçlanmadan, yapılıvermesinde.
İlişkinin kendisi gibi...”
― ile
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