Status Updates From The Undying: A Meditation o...

"Estamos huérfanos de causa, condenados, en nuestro desamparo, a hacer conjeturas del efecto, y, en nuestras conjeturas, quedamos huérfanos de verdad, condenados únicamente al error, con licencia para una metafísica que en realidad nunca quisimos para empezar. "

This one is being really tough. I was very sick 8 years ago (soon 9 years ago) and my dad has been sick and died some days before Christmas. To this add the other side, I'm a MD and usually inhabit the other side of this reality, but I'm no alien to this one. Not only as a doctor or a family member of someone sick again I was very very sick 8 years ago. Everything I'm reading is shaking. I don't know if I'll manage.