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“Like a
Wind-blown autumn flower
That never lifts its head
Again.”

“Be like those who act without further thought, almost unaware of their good deeds.”

…adaptable to others' needs, never demanding their constant attendance...

insecurity is the mother of greed, as cruelty is the memory-if only in the blood-of a time when the test of survival was the ability to kill

this is funny so far. not at the gruesome murder parts yet, but the obscene and offensively inflammatory language makes me both uncomfortable and free.

I'd like to travel back 542 million years ago to live in the "Garden of Ediacara". A garden "relatively self-contained", made of "self-possessed beings".

Oh how pleasurable such a life, free of complicated interactions and unnecessary conflicts coming from this non-consensual current physicality of mine - yet to still hold such sense complexity.

If God is real, will she please delight me? Make my wish come true?

The chemistry of life revealing fundamental functions within the unique nervous system of octopuses and our ancestors...this makes you rethink intelligence, the architecture of brains and bodies, and how they control curiosity, play, and ingenuity.

When the universe has crushed him man will still be nobler than that which kills him, because he knows that he is dying, and of its victory the universe knows nothing.

Good Pascal reference.

It was so delicious to see you - a Peach before the time, it makes all seasons possible (438)

I wish one could be sure the suffering had a loving side

Had you an Hour unengrossed, it would be almost priceless

Is not the distinction of Affection, almost realm enough?

Sorrow almost resents love, it is so inflamed