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"I cherish every moment with you, though every touch is bittersweet knowing they are numbered." - swoon

Done for the moment as I can only read Jesse and Zeb.

Book was returned to library ... need to wait now.

“I love you, Ree. You.”
“I know,” Hazard said, catching Somers’s mouth with his, kissing him. - Gaaaaah, finally!!

If Somers hadn’t known better, he would have thought he saw a smile—a very small, very subtle Emery Hazard smile—on his partner’s lips. Somers was halfway to the car before his embarrassment faded enough for him to think clearly, and the realization made him stumble.

Emery Hazard had been flirting with him.

Suddenly, Somers forgot all about the hangover.

and he remembered at the edge of consciousness, in the moments before oblivion, that this was home, that this was maybe the only home he would ever know.

“Stop the clock. Stop everything. Emery Hazard just made a joke.”

“I’m sure we’ll find out. Whoever she is, you can talk to her.”
Hazard frowned. “I don’t think that’s a good idea. You like to point out how rude I am—oh.”
“See? I told you it’s more fun to be an asshole.”
Somers barely dodged the swat that Hazard directed at the back of his head.

Hazard jumped like a cartoon character; Somers was surprised his head didn’t get stuck in the ceiling.
Somers stopped and stared. “You’re ticklish.”
Red slashes marred Hazard’s pale cheeks. “I am not.”
“You are, you’re—” Somers reached out, but before he could make contact, Hazard stepped out of reach.

She had not seen the predator in him. Until now. - Calling a man a predator right befoer he kisses you is not sexy - it's fucking scary!

With a child who had no sense of the world, no sense of who Emery Hazard was, the kind of man he was, no sense of how lucky he was to be with Hazard.

And in the end, Somers had offered up Hazard as a sacrificial lamb. Hazard didn’t even know it, but Somers had done it: he’d made Emery Hazard into a scapegoat.
----- ???

“If you say it’s a conflict of interest, or some bullshit like that, I’ll—I don’t know. I’ll tell Nico you want a collection of Adam Sandler films for Christmas.”
“You wouldn’t.”
“Damn right I would.”

“You know what I realized? Taking that phone? I bet that’s the closest you’ve ever come to getting a girl’s phone number.”

The crack of Somers’s head against the window was immensely satisfying.

“Can’t this thing go any faster?”

“Are you too hot?” Hazard stretched across Somers, his big, ropy muscles pressed against Somers’s chest as he fumbled with the window. “You need some air.”

“Just get off me.” Somers shoved Hazard back into his seat and took a deep breath. That damn pomade, too.

“What the hell is your deal?”

“If you shift one more time, I’m going to—I don’t know what I’m going to do.”

“What’s wrong with you?” Hazard said. “Your face is red.”

Hazard’s hand brushed Somers’s leg when he shifted gears. The VW made a soft, whining noise, like metal that had almost, but not quite, been worn smooth. It was so small that Somers could smell Hazard’s deodorant. He could feel the heat pouring off the bigger man. And his hand. His goddamn hand. How many times did he have to shift gears? It was going to make Somers’s head explode.

“Everybody will spot this from a mile away. A clown car? What are we supposed to do when we get out? Blow balloon animals.”

Hazard responded with a vicious—and lengthy—description of what Somers could blow. The only way to shut him up was for Somers to get into the car. They drove across town in the VW, and sardines in a can was too spacious a metaphor. Somers’s shoulder rubbed Hazard’s as the car bounced along.

DNF @30%

On the one hand, he sexually assaulted me, but on the other, I liked it. Does that make me a monster too?
You, the author, and everyone who thinks sexual assault is a kink!

"Then he realized the men would do it again.!
For those who read for their own enjoyment - why do you enjoy reading about a 15y-o getting raped by fucktards because his drunken, worthless shite of a "mother" wants him to be a real man?????

15 year-old-boy gets raped by the bastards his "mum" send him with - and you tell me it's a great book??? I feel murderous right now!