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this poor guy is really Going Through It (i'm quite aware i haven't really seen anything yet)

barely even gotten into the bones of this story but i'm predicting this will break me

this is so incredibly magical and wondrous

“you smell like home” AND WHAT IF I CRY

i want more of my golden fool 💔 where is he 💔

guess what!!!! i'm back on my bullshit (spiraling over robin hobb books)

"Do you know this piece? 'When I am parted from you, The dawn light touches my face with your hands.' "
"I don't know," Etta breathed hesitantly. "It sounds like a bit of a poem, perhaps I never had much time for the learning of poetry."
"You have no need to learn what you already are," he said quietly. He did not try to disguise the fondness in his voice.

🥹🥹

respectfully, i hope kyle slips and falls into a ditch 🥰 may he rot 🥰

bracing for the ending 😬 ned & cole are sweethearts though, i adore them!!! the way ned went to a brothel to ask how anal sex is done PLEASE 😭 cackling (i loved it all the more because of how realistic it was)

“That’s because you’re mine now,” he whispered, gently pushing Ned’s head lower.
That single sentence looped itself over each of Ned’s ribs and tied a knot around his heart.

the development between these two is just chef’s kiss with how they progressed from tentative friends to idiots (one in particular, i just want to knock his head in at points) to friends who Fuck but also Care for each other

“Now when you leave, I want you to kiss Easton goodbye so he gets a nice taste of my come, then you’re going to go home and wait for me to sneak up so that I can eat, yeah?”
Chills rush down my spine, cool heat tingling between my legs.
“I missed you too,” I snicker, my voice raw and scratchy.
“I did miss you. It’s just…” he whispers softly. “Can I keep you?”

i’m gonna cry 😭😭

this is so unserious 😭🙏

“There are so many things in this universe that we don’t understand, and not understanding something doesn’t make it scary or wrong.”

Just once, I’d like to feel the kind of deep, passionate, unbreakable love that I read about. I imagine it must be bright and vibrant and overwhelming and achingly beautiful.

that hits deep 🥲

this is so tense 😭 i can barely catch a breath

stop playing with my emotions robin hobb!!! why am i so nervous............. something’s definitely gonna happen & i fear i’m not ready for it

robin hobb’s prose is so sublime & rich omg (but yes i am hating the back & forth between molly & fitz right now, why do you ask)

all that waiting for me to yawn at the sex scene 🧍‍♀️

haley cass how i love you

tw: regan’s inappropriate obsession with emma’s soft breasts 🤪

these two are the most precious dorks alive and i love them 🥹🥹

how is this so much fun omg!!!! i’m having such a blast with it

hey guys! i haven’t been reading very much lately because of life in general and i’m barely finding time to breathe. just wanted to let y’all know that i’ll come on here sporadically but i’m gonna be staying inactive for a while longer. no promises when i’ll be back, but i hope you’re all doing well and staying safe! happy fall & happy reading 💕

i’m so invested i can barely breathe and i cannot put this down holy fuck

fantasy oh how i missed you

buddy read with my love buket 💕💗💘 let this be a win for us finally 😭🙏

nora is so relatable i absolutely love her

and they were roommates!!!

I was meant to find you — broken under the moonlight, in this field where nobody else saw you, but me.

true poetry right there 🤪🎀

it’s been a while since i’ve read a high school romance but i really don’t miss the drama and messiness and chaos that comes with it 😭