Sandy Kay’s Reviews > Dealing in Death > Status Update

Wow. Well. I got through it. RTC.

"Maybe Jack didn't quite love me the way I loved him, but, what he did feel, what he could give me, wasn't nothing either."

Who will hold an intervention with me for Ethan? Someone needs to show this man that he is worth EVERYTHING and should not settle. It''ll take a lifetime of therapy. But FFS. You would die for him and almost did, and all he does is hold back and think "what if" about someone else.

"I didn't like the man, but he didn't deserve to be subjected to Two."

Um. Ethan. This man tried to hook up with your man again, and again, and AGAIN, despite (actually) being told no (good thing Adam can't read minds though, he might have tried harder). He even said he might move to the area in part for your man. This is based on a 2-3 night hookup months ago, BTW. Want to rethink what he deserves?

“Jack wouldn’t be here if I hadn’t driven him to it.” 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯

SO. ANGRY. RIGHT. NOW.

Oh my GOD this is even worse in Ethan’s pov. He falls for the manipulation…because he knows it’s entirely possible. Because Jack HAS been waffling all along. F F F. I hate J so much right now.

Seriously. Going to kill me. Jack walks out, done, no more to say…and Ethan morphs into “prepare to save and protect Jack with all I am” mode.

I am feeling gaslit now. Jack is not the gd victim here. WTF. Somebody PLEASE hug Ethan!!!

This is heart-decimating. Ethan thinks this is all his fault? HIS fault? OMG baby no, no, no. All that happened is Jack just showed you how very right your were NOT to trust him with everything. His acceptance of you is very, very conditional.

"Maybe I was just a murderer.... I'd been lying from the start. If I'd just had the courage to tell Jack..."

Oh Ethan. Honey. Baby. No, sweetheart. No. Your gut told you you couldn't trust him with You yet and you are so, so right. Your gut knew J was still holding back, not fully with you. And yes, I know this bc I have been in that asshat's POV in the other book. Trust your instincts, Ethan.

🥰🥰🥰 Even I will happily admit that the surprise Jack has for Ethan is the sweetest most thoughtful thing ever.

“Quinn was gone, as was Jack. There was no doubt that Jack had gone after the man to rage at him.”

😭😭😭😭😭 ETHAN OMG. I hate to tell you this but…that isn’t anywhere near all of why Jack ran after Adam yet again. Read your other book. 🫣🤯