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Viv B
is on page 3 of 242
I wish I could tab this book!! #library
There’s a section on page 54 that encapsulates how imposed sexual shame can deeply affect one’s understanding of self - even someone who is self accepting. Lazi feels like a beast, having to hide away while acknowledging that she has done nothing wrong. It’s worded so well. But this section could also be interpreted as what it’s like to be a taboo minority yk.
— Sep 23, 2025 11:37AM
There’s a section on page 54 that encapsulates how imposed sexual shame can deeply affect one’s understanding of self - even someone who is self accepting. Lazi feels like a beast, having to hide away while acknowledging that she has done nothing wrong. It’s worded so well. But this section could also be interpreted as what it’s like to be a taboo minority yk.
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Viv B
is on page 151 of 242
Gay bar confessions but they’ll never call it a gay bar
— Sep 23, 2025 04:28PM
Viv B
is on page 138 of 242
Universal butch experience… Lazi I’m starting to relate to you. I don’t like this!!! Notebook 5 Chapter 3 is the best yet. Damn Lazi I really understand you.
— Sep 23, 2025 12:39PM
Viv B
is on page 130 of 242
Ok but Lazi REALLY pmo rn bc she’s mad at Shui Ling for moving on??? bro. You’re the one who broke up with her before youd even DONE ANYTHING. Be like Meng Sheng and Chu Kuang and AT LEAST get together then decide to blow up your life of that person. My god lesbians are DRAMATIC. LAZI IS DRAMATIC. TEAM SHUI LING
— Sep 23, 2025 11:47AM
Viv B
is on page 130 of 242
Chapter 1 in Notebook 5 made me so annoyed with Lazi. But also proud of her. She spells out EVERYTHING she’s done wrong and how she is frankly the cause of her own isolation. But then comes to the conclusion that she should continue doing it, and that she’s right for it. UGH. It’s so hard to read bc I know I do this exact thing. I see the ways I’ve self sabotaged and dig a deeper hole bc I feel I deserve it
— Sep 23, 2025 11:43AM
Viv B
is on page 122 of 242
“Secretly, though, I did sort of enjoy being a fucked up mess. Apart from that, I don’t have a whole lot going on”
— Sep 23, 2025 09:19AM
Viv B
is on page 82 of 242
Idk if the Shui Ling saga is over after notebooks 1 & 2 but if so… holy lesbian pulp novel like bro just kiss. SIGHHH it’s so emo but I get it I get it. It’s scary
— Sep 21, 2025 08:03PM
