Daniela Díaz’s Reviews > Deep End > Status Update

Kiss him underneath it before I say, "I love you.
So, so much. All the things you talked about in Amsterdam, on the balcony... I want them, too. With you. For the next million years."

“I wouldn't be able to be with other people, or handle an open relationship, or take breaks-"
"That's good. Because I know you think that I'm not capable of jealousy, and maybe I thought that, too. But if you were to ask me for any of those things... it would gut me, Scarlett. It would absolutely end me. And if it were nonnegotiable, if it were a condition to be with you, I'm still not sure I'd be able to say no."

“I want to stay home for long weekends and have morally bankrupt amounts of sex with someone I'm in love with. Kinky, vanilla, I want it all. I want to adopt rescue animals with her. I want to take care of her, and watch her be cold in Sweden, and marvel every day at how much smarter than me she is, and.... Scarlett." His thumb swipes under my eye. "Why are you crying?"

"Kinky BDSM stuff?"
"I was going to say science-y shit. But that, too."

"I'm afraid of the unpredictability of existing. I'm afraid of not being able to control the direction of my life. I'm afraid that no matter how much I plan, I won't be able to avoid hurtful and sad things. But above all ..." I take a deep breath and laugh softly, because what I'm about to say is ridiculous, even if it's true. Even if it's me. "Mostly, I'm afraid of attempting something and not being perfect at it."

"Good girl"
Ahhhhh