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Four years and I was still overwhelmed by the dense fog that covers you when your children are very young, the one that makes you feel like every day is the longest day you’ve ever lived

I’d spend the next segment of my life trying to figure out how to align these pieces of myself through work, a recurring pattern, ending up in jobs that I felt like I should be good at or wanted to be good at but never really fit who I was. It wasn’t until the Stirring that I’d start to recognize I had it all wrong

I read a book by Os Guinness The Call. he tells his readers to “do what you are.” Meaning don’t find a job or invest ur time in areas that check off a list of boxes that ur merely good at (or not so good at) or even educated for; invest ur time in areas where God truly calls you into his kingdom, where the interior of who you are aligns w/ the exterior of a cosmos in which you have to spend eons of your time

I hadn’t yet learned that people are wired in different ways, that not only was it okay to be strong in some areas and limited (or downright awful) in others, it was perfectly normal.

Sometimes I don’t know exactly what it is I want, but it fairly makes my heart ache, I want it so. Mark Twain