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Xander is on page 143 of 375

such a cool part that doesn't make me wanna end it all.

coming off of the first book i wasn't expecting such a clear difference in the characterization of people in a DL relationship. like this so far has been such a nice (and to what i know of accurate) to queer hookup culture.

What i would love though is more smut scenes from Illya's pov, i feel like they've been vary shane-centric

— Apr 06, 2026 11:33AM

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Xander is on page 328 of 375

i love how all of shane's friends and family are like "i accept that your gay and i love you..... BUT HIM???? *pointing at illya doing the meme face i described earlier*"

— Apr 17, 2026 11:37AM

Xander is on page 326 of 375

idk why but i imagine illya as the toung sticking out and shaking head gif meme (writing out the description of a gif makes me feels old asl)

— Apr 17, 2026 11:13AM

Xander is on page 315 of 375

#1 ally Yuna Hollander

— Apr 17, 2026 11:00AM

Xander is on page 251 of 375

is one of them gonna sustain a workplace injury every book..... its a good plot point for showing how much they actually care about each other tho I will say.
will they have a 3rd act break up tho?? (can they break up if they're not official together? YES THEYRE GAY)

— Apr 08, 2026 01:53PM

Xander is on page 182 of 375

predicting (aka reading) that rose is gonna clock the hell outta shane and illya and shanes gonna freak about it cuz he thought they were being kinda discreet

— Apr 06, 2026 05:51PM

Xander is on page 163 of 375

shane having a "omg im not bi wtf" moement is so funny to me for several reasons

— Apr 06, 2026 04:35PM

Xander is on page 161 of 375

someone introduce shane to bdsm

— Apr 06, 2026 04:33PM

Xander is on page 158 of 375

me hating mostly becuz i wanna know what illya is thinking over shane rn

— Apr 06, 2026 04:28PM

Xander is on page 152 of 375

— Apr 06, 2026 01:56PM