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Long day, I wish I was feeling more patient or graceful. sometimes over these last 6 months I feel like the butt of an extremely unfunny joke. it's a familiar and painful feeling. it also feels incredibly unfair that isolation/silence was apparently a requirement that applied only for me. I'm just gonna lay down & put on a Netflix doc/read this. I think I can finish it this week! imy bby, come home 😔💞

Hi bby, happy Sunday! just updating so that you don't worry lol. it's gonna be quiet ova here today, I slept terrible. Well, not so much a quality issue, I just couldn't sleep until like 5 😭 I'm currently nursing an at home coffee that tastes kinda weird lol. I'm probably about to put on Netflix doc & crawl back in bed to read, hopefully I fall asleep for a few more hours 🤞🏻💞

Hi bby, it is a gloomy Sat morn, yuck. I'm not feeling very peppy today so not sure what's on the agenda but I am going to pick things that might help! I'm trying to think of something to bribe myself with lol. So far all I've got is coffee, but honestly not a bad place to start. I would have you take me if you were here but for now I'll just drive around causing mayhem 😇 lol jk. if u see me no u didn't x

Another long weekend ahead 😭 quick lil post before I plop down for a very early eve. Was an exhausting week. I’m about to eat Ezells, read this, and either fall asleep early or do a night drive. I was thinking a movie but too much effort lol. Thinking of u p much every second b x

hi bub, good morning! it's Friday wooooo 🎉 are we there yet? I am so fucking scared to be wrong atp lmao I do not think I slept well but I don't feel that nervous also? Weird mix lol. Question do you think I can hire a process server for giving notice or is that not...? 🤣 come home to me bby, I've missed u so much. Prepare to be sick of me!! 💞 okay coffee now I think is best

Gm to nobody except one person! Hi bby. I'm awake again, somehow that keeps happening. Kiddinggg don't yell at me. ik that you are probably also sad. I don't want you to be sad, I just want us to fix it. The shit with my family/work is a joke, their asses can have the day they deserve. So, prob p fucking bad. If u sense my anger @ them, I am. My love for you is just about the only thing that usurps my attitude rn x

Good eve! Still here, still confused. Being upright rn is a win, mostly I'm just sleeping. I'm just doing my best to keep going in a world that is actively fighting for me not to. Yesterday was...idk. I'm trying to just process my pain on my own because I'm sure it seems silly to some. But it's not silly to me, not when most of your family members and partners over the years ignored bdays.

Good morning bub. Not doing so hot this AM, but I'm alive. That's all I got rn. I just want somebody to tell me the truth and be honest today. That's what I want for my birthday. Have a good day x 💞

Hi bby, good aft! X Maybe a few pages of this and I think a drive for lunch! I need to go somewhere or something, I have too much energy 😭 I’m struggling to be patient I can tell you that much. Pls sit with me while my heart pounds out of my chest 💞 I need you HOME & for now I will soak up the sun ☀️

Hi b! Back from bday dinner, I did fine. food was delish, I had steak, a crab cake, & a twice baked potato. My father remains to be disappointing, but I know I'm preaching to the choir lol as I said previously, somebody's mf lyinggg. And imma find out who! I know that much lol can't wait to discuss with you x ready for a in-laws recon mission? 😏 try to get some sleep tonight loml, & I'll try to breathe!