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ohmyfuck i love them sm

“You make me happy, I want to tell her. My beautiful rose, my thorny saviour. You make me happy because you’re the place where I feel most safe and most loved.And one day, I’m going to marry you.”

“I have a small part-time job at a boxing gym where I train, teaching some kids’ classes. It doesn’t pay a lot, but thanks to Anton that’s not a problem. It does give me a sense of purpose though, and it turns out I have a bit of an affinity for working with troubled teenage boys who use violence as an outlet.”

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“Because now, my family is Zach and Theo and Christmases spent in their apartment in Oxford. My family is Lord and Lady Blackwood having me at their house during holidays. My family is Anaïs and Sev, Château Montcroix or summer days spent in their flat in Japan. Anaïs sitting on the floor painting with Sev watching her like she’s the most beautiful thing in the world while I play video games with Noël.”

“I still wear my hair buzzed short, I still wear black. I have a few new tattoos; a bullet on my hand, Anton’s name, and a crimson rose right over my heart.”

a crimson rose 😭🥹😭🥹

“And then I blurt out, “I love him, I really love him. I hope that’s alright.”

“There’s nobody else in the world I would want you to love more than him,” Zach says. He speaks so solemnly it makes my breath catch. “And there’s nobody in the world I would trust more with your heart than him.”

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“I love her,” Iakov says solemnly.

I meet Iakov’s gaze across the room, and he’s smiling.He should smile more often. Because his smile makes his eyes crinkle and a deep dimple appear in one cheek and it makes him look youthful and innocent and drop-dead gorgeous. “

“I love you too, I mouth”

“But there’s something different too. A strength I never saw in myself before. And something light and fresh, like a ray of light shining deep in my gaze. Something like hope.”

“Of course I love you!” she says, pulling away, a fierce frown on her face. Determination burns in her eyes like a beacon summoning an army. “I love you so much I wish I could lock you inside my heart and keep you there forever. I love you, Iakov Kavinski. I’m sorry I was always too proud to admit it. I would do anything for you.”

“Yes, you’ve been thorny, and you’ve scratched me. You’ve scratched hard, Kolyuchka, but you’ve never hurt me.” I swipe my thumb across her lips, wiping away the tears. “I don’t think you even really wanted to hurt me. Probably because you love me or something.”