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So nobody was gonna tell me that the drink I have almost every morning has three fucking shots of espresso in it?! I realize that I’m an adult so it was kind of my responsibility to know that but bitch wth 😂 mind you, I go lay down and take a nap most days after drinking it. Something is wrong w/ me lmao

what a boring day! & somehow my anxiety is through the roof. I took a hydroxyzine though so I should relax a little soon (I feel it kicking in as I type this lol.) Some days I just feel stupid for not understanding. It's like I clock the real physical steps and then I'm like...am I dumb? lmao I am actually more confident I'm not crazy atp and the anxiety is fully a symptom of timeline uncertainty. which it usually is for me, s/o autism. I don't know what the dealio is or who is holding up the line but dude. I have repeatedly communicated an inability to sustain this physically, mentally, or financially. That what I need is real, live support. I feel like basically the only option I don't have is continuing to wait to start the next chapter 😭 As my grandfather would have said, "Let's get this show on the road, for Christ's sake!" (probably loud af, in a crowded restaurant 🤣 he would have loved you 💞)

Okay I'm gonna go play Fortnite or something maybe? I have gotten very not as good in the last year lol. I played for the first time in so long the other week and finished top 30/100 tho which I didn't think was terrible! I need to practice on my Switch 😉 Have a good eve b! x

The below note is to whomever it may concern, but NOT my spouse—hi bby. I will always protect us. Unfortunately I am about to cook, so strap in x :

I’m sure you all have heard that I’m happy to say the quiet part out loud. So let’s do that. Also, the professionalism gloves are coming off permanently, because this is a personal, unaffiliated social media account I frankly grow weary of policing, nor should I have done in the first place.

It seems that folks are unaware of the scale of their behavior. Discussions about political influence/harassment/stalking/sexual abuse via the Freemasons are everywhere online. Gen pop has connected the masons to our current influential families, universities, and businesses. Viral tik tok videos can be found in a couple of scrolls. Comment sections are a chatter. TLDR: there is an appetite for this content and the stories people have to share. The cat is out of the bag. People believe that this is real and that it is a problem.

I have spent all of 2026 thus far lying to the people around me about reality. That is stopping. I am going to begin disclosure. My disclosure will empower others. I will lead with the facts, evidence, and a calm, clear narrative. I have screenshots, newspaper clippings, birth/death certificates, obituaries, access to Facebook groups, and DNA tests, just to name a few of the resources at my disposal.

I have three (non-blood related) family members that killed themselves, right around the age I happen to be. Three. Once is an unfortunate incident. Twice is a coincidence. Three is what I would call: a pattern. I suspect other brilliant, well-spoken people in my lineage or from historic/wealthy families would have similar patterns to share.

I hail from an incredibly intelligent family. They will also do as I instruct them. I will encourage them to find their own proof and ask questions, including about money. Questions that other people cannot and seemingly will not answer. People will probe, and as those probes multiply, control of the narrative slips quickly. This happens commonly in large companies, actually. It’s a huge (and expensive) issue, usually requires a team to find & distill the source of truth and then execute cross-organization content & web changes.

As I stated, there is a large true crime audience invested in exactly this topic. I suspect Netflix and Hulu have started some sort of documentary. If you don’t believe me, take a look at Candace Owens’ recent content and metrics. Her following is also reflective mostly of young, mod to right wing politics—so therefore only a slice of the interest pie. I would also like to take this moment to issue a reminder that stalking, harassment, organized crime, and surveillance are in fact illegal and chargeable offenses that can lead to prison time. Your behaviors are not as ‘anonymous’ as you think they are—and are quite obvious to those of us who grew up fluent in tech and do not experience the same fear triggers, while you’re still trying to figure out how to update your 1943 website.

I say all this to say, I have spent the better part of the last decade giving enterprise-level strategic advice and finding the story in the chaos. If you’d like my assessment, you are making an incredibly poor (pun intended cuz y’all are about to be) choice. Cut the bullshit, I have been patient. It’s time to move forward, and the karma I send back tends to be exacting. Have the day u deserve! 🫶