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bleh

I'm getting Jenette McCurdy vibes, I haven't read Hayden's memoir, but it seems like she had an abusive stage mom

Unlike Jenette, Hayden didn't leave Hollywood and get counseling for a decade

I need to emotionally protect myself. Despite my strong internal resistance, prioritize some therapy

it sucks being hypersensitive to other people. i need to get thicker skin

Kristin did heroin in high school, she grew up in a suburb outside of Dallas

Kristin is a pretty blonde, family troubles

Sometimes pretty people do heroin, when their trying to escape unhappy or troubled lives

Conner at 21st street told me it was the best euphoria, out of all the drugs, he had ever experienced

Alcohol more numbs

Meth is more of an upper

I'm thinking of Hayden Panettiere's death

I may be correct, no one will know till details of the autopsy are released, but TMZ released a headline that narcan was found in her apartment.

Before reading that or even finding out she had an opioid addiction, I thought:

heroin

I don't want to share everything

I'm vulnerable right now

He wasn't discouraging about the fbi guy, he didn't really encourage it

I likely scared the fbi guy away

He seemed to like that he lead with values and I know he's a good guy

that's what he told me, not to go for a guy who isn't leading with values

I'm thinking of my cousin and my antenna being raised

I'm going to back off -

my new cool older cousin gave me solid advice

My dad never did Keeping Up With The Joneses,

why he was able to retire

The neighbor across the street once asked me if my dad could afford to buy his groceries

He's always had old cars

I'm tired of talking about this

I need to finish INFLUENCE by Cialdini, it goes into the science behind Keeping Up With The Joneses, it's part of consumerism in the U.S. Companies want everyone to be keeping up with the Joneses