Meredith is a hot mess’s Reviews > Adaptive Prepping: How to Advance Your Prepping Regardless of Money, Time, Space, Energy, or Experience Constraints > Status Update

I have stuff to do

I can't be thinking about this

So let's project on me, focus on me, get mad at me

I'll never touch her husband, I promise

Doesn't matter

This woman can sense this in her man, her husband

I think deeps down, understands the desperation

She needed to marry a man to survive, support her babies from different baby daddies

This man was a dog, cheated on his first wife -- I don't know what happened

and she has to live with that reality of her marriage

then I'm the 'girl next door'

The thing is pretty privilege

My dad won't believe me

My dad isn't a cheater, as never been one

There are men like that

Men who never cheat

And what they say:

'She's beautiful. The husband would never look outward, never cheat'

Not true. Hard no.

Even if you take those precautions and don't put yourself in that position?

The insecure women married to dogs will still blame you and target you

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I was new and didn't know Zach had a girlfriend and from there on out I was bullied and targeted by insecure women

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I'm older and now these insecure women are married

What I'm taking from this is do not put yourself in a position to be accused of anything

I have nothing to do with that

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This is something I had to learn at 21st street, it first started with Jadeline, week 1.

I knew nothing about anyone, I was brand new, and Zach asked me to take a body shot off him

I did

Jadeline, Lindsey, and other girls stormed out, mad at me, not at her boyfriend

She has no frame of her own, outside of her husband, that house

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I'm a regular across the street

Even if I have nothing to do with her husband, she can sense her husband's outward glances towards me

Then depending on how insecure she is? If she has previous cheating trauma?

Her husbands job requires him to travel to different homes and he's working overtime to support his family

I did note, after her remarried, how it seemed ironic

His first wife seemed so willing to work hard to help her husband financially

Idk, this is speculation, but that may have offended his masculinity

So let's get a prettier woman than his wife -- for him to get that, with his own baggage, she has to have baggage too

and his second wife is 110% in his frame, dependent on him