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On this friendship day, i am posting about a book Rainbow- the shades of Love by Aman Jassal. He is my good friend but this is not the reason i am writing this post. Actually after reading his book, I feel the urge to write about it and let you people know about it.

About the author:

Aman Jassal is born and brought up in the princely city, Patiala. He completed his master’s degree in 2007 and works as a design engineer with a MNC in Gurgaon. Apart from his profession of being design Engineer, he loves to write stories and blogging. He is a trained bhangra dancer. His other fields of interest are travelling and bike riding. Having travelled many European and Asian countries he has a broad approach of life. He is a high spirited youngster whose life revolves around his friends.

Synopsis of the book: Love = Sex? Love+Sex=?? Love-Sex=??? Sex-Love=????

Welcome to Rainbow – The Shades of love. This is not a book to teach you about love or how to get a beautiful girl to bed, rather it reveals how bad things can get if you don’t set your priorities right.

Rainbow – The Shades of love is a contemporary story of a boy next door and his experiments with love. It’s a story about the most explored life aspect ‘Love’ ‘Sex’. YUVI is a pleasure-seeking boy who loves to drink; party with friends and have time-pass girlfriends. But then, he falls victim to the same notorious life facet called love. SIMRAN’s beauty sweeps him off his feet and he leaves no stone unturned to seek her special attention.

But their love story is filled with sour and salted flavors of life; they get caught by Simran’s brother on the very first date. For his second date Yuvi had to miss his entrance exam for his dream ‘Master’s Degree’ and after that he had to spend a night in lockup for a brawl with Simran’s brothers. And when all this got over and they conquered this ‘Zaalim Zamana’; as of his basic nature Yuvi couldn’t stop himself from fiddling with other girls. He spent a night with his boss’s wife and had a sexy merger with his friend’s girlfriend.

As he fell in love, slept around with all the erroneous girls and when his fate threatens to take his love down, he promised himself to stop all that and came out of the wreckage……….But then, his past deeds comes back to his present and that tears his life apart.

What follows is an uneasy course of getting his love back on board. The story reveals the life of today’s youth, their friendship, feelings, priorities, and ineptitude to handle relationships and not to forget their turmoil between two critical facets of life: love & Sex

The story reels around Yuvi and Simran with his P.G. Life and office in the backdrop. Night outs with friends, All night drinking binge, Dream date with girlfriend, steamy one night stands…………… All this makes RAINBOW a spicy fun-filled nonstop story.

Love makes the world go round……… Or is it Sex? Based on real life experiences and tea time gossips.

My views:

Generally I don’t review books but for the first time I am trying my hands at this. In this book, author tells a story of a boy named Yuvi about his college and just-entered-in-corporate-life days. It is a story about ups and downs in Yuvi’s life. But what makes this book different from others is Aman’s wonderful way of storytelling. It’s written in very simple language, you don’t need dictionary even once. you can easily relate with this book due its simplicity. The book moves like a movie, which keeps on playing in your mind while reading this book.

The book is written with honesty. Each scene is well described. You can’t put this book down, it just binds you with itself and you will feel connected with the story. It’s a one-go-read.

What I dislike was why this book ends. This is a must read.

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As they say, “Everyone has some hidden talent.” Those who find it are lucky ones but those who find it later in their lives are not unlucky though. In nutshell, whoever is able to find out hidden talent is no-offense-lucky. Because many lives get wasted finding out what we actually aspire to be in life. After that what we desire is utmost important. Sometimes, we keep on doing some work but don’t even know if we deserve better in particular field.

Yesterday, I met one guy, who is working as a teacher in nearby school. This guy shares a good bond with me. So, he shares his one personal experience.

As this guy is post-graduate (gold medalist) in geography from Punjabi University. He was working as a lecturer in near-by local college. He was teaching there from last 2 years.

Then one day, Inspection team had to visit his college. On that day, College was well decorated, everything was well-maintained and there was meeting held between lecturers and director. Director told every lecturer that when you will be asked about your pay. Do say them that you are getting 16,000 rupees but in real they were getting only 8000 rupees and then, director said if you people will be asked about number of lecturers in particular department (For ex. Geography) then do say them that there are 4 lecturers in each department but in real there were only 2 lecturers in each department and Director added that when they will be asked about number of students in college then they should say that there are 150 students in college but in real there were 400 students.

So, lecturers said director that they will speak in his favor. But when inspection team visited their college they were asked about number of lecturers working in each department and this guy told them that there are only 2 lecturers per department and when asked about number of students, he told them truth that there are 400 students and when he was asked about his pay, he said them that he is getting 8000 per month. Then inspection team noted down that fact which was different from the one provided by college to them. So it put the college in hard times and college was fined for providing wrong information. They had to pay remaining 8000 rupees per month for 2 years work to this guy. So, he received cheque of amount 24*8000 (1,92,000) rupees and director fired him which he accepted happily. Why he should not?? He stood for truth.

And later on, that was, next month, he got job in near-by school at 20,000 rupees.

But the point here is not that he got better job later on but the point is that his one truth changes his life entirely. He said he never thought he would be getting 20k that too, this real soon. He said I was happy at 8k but never knew that I was under estimated. His wording was, after experiencing this I believe that ‘whatever happens in life is for real good reasons”.

Now as his pay became 2.5 fold he is happy and about asking what if he won’t be able to get any job then? He said I didn’t care if I would be able to get one or not. But I believed was ‘life always has better plans for you’. This is where corruption starts. ‘Fear of not getting job’ but lying is a corruption in full form. He said it was my first bold step towards corruption and it stood in my favor. This incident changed the prospective of my life.

He added, few years down the lane, what I will remember is that once I stood for corruption, not that, I lied and saved my job.

And hearing this incident, I decided that I will stand against corruption too in my entire life. I won’t lie (much!!) and one thing is clear here ‘Life always has bigger plans for you.”

I salute this person.

Thanks,

Lovely Goyal

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On my previous post GIRL-FRIEND OR GIRL-FRIENDS: WHICH ONE WOULD YOU PREFER? I received both bouquets (I am not bragging, Okay!!) and brickbats (I am lying, okay!!). Also, I received one mail in which my reader-friend asked me this question.

What if a girl tells her boy that she is insecure about him as he talks to and being friend with other girls? He stopped doing so and said her that he didn’t intend anything which would hurt her. He promised her that he won’t do it again. He meant it and he never repeated same.

But later on he finds out that his girl was doing same, she, who stopped him from being friends with people of opposite sex, was doing the same. On the parallel timeline or might be slightly earlier than him and continues to do so even after warned by her boy. Now what should he, the boy, do then?

Is there a different scenario for girls about what u may write again…. or it’s just like same and I just need to change characters in your article from ‘he’ to ‘she’.

The article which you wrote is justified… but in this case, that I told you above. What you would like to say. Waiting for your answer…!!

There is no more wait!! I am here with the answer of your question.

Dear friend, you really made me work hard. Before writing this post, I read my previous few times. Anyways, you have asked very generous question which I would love to answer here. Actually these are problems in every relationship, yours, mine and everyone else out here. Therefore I wrote the previous blog post and writing this one.

See, my previous post wasn’t only for one character, either a girl or a boy. I should have write there that it was for both sexes. You can read your part by changing ‘he’ to ‘she’ or vice versa.

As I already said that everything in life is two way. If she stopped her boy from talking and being friend with people-of-opposite-sexes, as she felt ‘insecure’. Then I want to ask her does he made up of something-else-than-emotions that when you are doing same, he won’t feel ‘insecurity’. She must understand that love is always two sided. Like you can’t clap with one hand, you can’t make relationship sustain for long time putting efforts from only one side. If he is putting his 100%, then she must put her 100% too.

And as I said in previous post, if one tries to hide things from his loved one, then there is no way that relationship is going in right direction. If you ask me, I would say that ‘fall-of-your-relationship’ starts from the same day you started hiding things.

Actually you know my friend, what is the major reason behind this.

As couple has decided that they won’t talk to those people whom other person doesn’t want you to. But still she is doing so and hiding from him. I am coming on this. Let me say this, actually you know if she stopped him for doing all that as she felt insecure but she was and is doing same. Then she must be thinking that boy can fall for any one of them but I have super control on myself. As I am modern girl (Thinking that he is not) I can manage both boys as friends and boyfriend, him because I am just normal friends with other people (thinking that like he was sleeping with his girls-as-his-friends). But dear girl, you need to accept that if you can control yourself, then he can also do so.

Also, if you feel like he can commit mistake and you won’t. Then, trust me, there must be a lot of them you already had and there is lot of them, you are going to commit.

And believe me or not, trust me or not, whether say me a narrow minded or say me wrong, a boy and girl can’t remain as just-friends for long. Always, yes always, one started developing feelings for other and other don’t recognize generally and one ends up hurt oneself. As I used to observe relationships around me, most of the relationships, in which, either boy or girl has other friends for whom he or she can ignore or avoid their loved one, failed, yes they failed, because either they or their any friend fall in love with them and as they spent lot of time together, you know well, people started avoiding the long-distance-companion.

Do you ever try to think that why people say that long distance relationships don’t work much??

This is the reason, insecurity and one starts hiding things. So you must be careful for future, if you want him for long.

And as you asked me, what should boy do. He should discuss with her that this is not going to work this way. Either you should stop doing so or I will start doing so. And she must be aware that if too starts doing same, and then she shouldn’t feel insecurity.

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I was in Dehradun few months back. I met few wonderful and talented people there. One of them was this sweet, cute and quite matured girl, Sanya. Ok, I will not go into details about how she was or how I met her.

Just in brief, it was like; few people met and became a group. We were I, Sandy, Akshat, Sanya, Onam, Chetna and Savi Khan. After roaming, wondering and then eating at KFC (Well, It was one of very rare parties from sandy, KIDDING: P). we all were going to girls hostel – BABBAR.

Don’t panic we boys didn’t have any wrong intentions of marching into girls hostel. We were just giving company to them (girls) to their hostel or I should say we all want to spend some more time together. Ok. Now long enough. The main thing I want to discuss here is. Oh! Sorry! I forget to tell you one more thing. As we were approaching towards their hostel (Girls hostel- Babbar) I and Sanya were 100 meters ahead of everyone in group. We were continuously discussing lot of things including our lives. We were telling each other about ourselves. I still remember one of her poem she read from her brain for me. It was “Task in class” and if I am not wrong, I liked it a lot and it was awesome poem. Okay enough!! Now coming on the point while we were about to reach Babbar hostel. Sandy joined me and Sanya. So, there again, our discussion on few general topics started. Let me tell you one more thing. Sanya named sandy “Womanizer”. Forget it; I am not going to tell you the reason behind this (At least not in this post).

Then out of the blue Sanya asked this question.

Suppose if a boy is in love with one girl and they both are very serious for each other and they are in a long distance relationship. And then one day, boy met one other girl or few girls and they become good friends. And not-to-forget, both the lovers are so much into each other that they have passwords of each-others social media accounts like Facebook. And both don’t like if other speaks to or is friend-with-opposite-sex-person. So, it is already known that if he tells his girl about other girls as his normal friends. She will not take it on easy note and she is not going to respond properly or even it can lead to big fight between them, which further can lead to few non-talking days for both of them. So, what should boy do?

He should tell to his girl about his friends?? Or there is nothing wrong if he hides it from his girl??

See, if he will tell her about them, he knows well what will be her response. And if he hides this from her, then definitely, it is like he is cheating upon her, which is also not moral to do in a relationship.

In this blog post I am trying to answer the same question. It isn’t like that I didn’t try to answer this question at that time. I tried. But, later on, when I thought about the same I felt like I was just beating around the bush. May be therefore she ignored my answer or therefore she end up replying ‘ok’ and not to forget with an unsatisfied grin on her face. Might be that grin forces me to write this post.

First thing, there is nothing wrong in boy being friend with girls. Then there are few questions in front of him. Whether he should tell his girlfriend about this new-girl/s- as-friend/s or not?

As if he does so, she is not going to like this and therefore she will get furious over him and she will get annoyed from him and then this will bring distance between them (their love life). Which they both never want at any cost, so upon this boy will think that she does not understand. She never understands him. She always behaves like this. She is narrow-minded.

On the other hand, her girl will think that now she is not important for him. If he is behaving like this for other girls then it simply depicts that he can behave ruder for other people too. Then, it means I am not the only one for him, as he keeps on saying me. So this will create a slight doubt about boy in his girl mind, else than whom she can’t even think of anything.

Second thing is Insecurity. This thing will start creating conflicts in perfectly going relationship. So, at one point the boy will surely think, was those girls really that important, so that, I can leave her alone, big “NO” will be the answer. So there follows two things one is..

Either he will stop talking to those girls or either he will stop telling her about them.

If boy is talking to them, his girl can’t ignore it simply. Trust me; she trusts him a lot. She trust him more than everyone and anything, therefore she tells him each and everything from her periods to every-girl-talk. What else is he expecting from her?

But, one thing that keeps on flowing in her mind is him with others which she can’t even tolerate in her wildest dreams. She feels ‘insecurity’. Every time, she saw his pic posted on any social media site with other girls, whether she says him something or not, but deep inside, sitting at long distance from him, this thing will hurt her.

So at last, what I really want to say is everything in life is two way. If he wants this freedom than she must be given this freedom too. If he wants this freedom only for himself, then it is not going to happen this way. He is making it complex all by himself.

On the other hand, if he tries to hide things from her, then, he must be ready for the worst. Because as they say, a woman has 1600 characters, she will be showing only one of them to him.

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So, today AJIT SAMACHAR(hindi) has coverage about me and my book. Again it is an over whelming feeling to see myself in news. In this news, the pic used was back from the day when i and Tune2thapar held help-desk(stall) of my books. The person on my right side is my friends Anshul and Person on my left side is Ashish paliwal. We had lot of fun on that day.

And finding myself again in news is again same feeling : AMAZING AND AWESOME…!!

i hope you lked it too.

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It is always an over-whelming feeling to get recognized and to get praised. So, Yesterday’s newspaper JAGBANI had coverage about me and my book ‘ I LOVE THE WAY YOU LOVE ME’. I know it wasn’t new for me, i already got covered by THE HINDUSTAN TIMES but still the feeling was same- AWESOME.

Thing I loved most was that i got innumerable congratulation messages and calls from all friends and relatives. Therefor i am uploading this pic for you too.

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When I joined Thapar University (the one, in which I am presently studying), I was not going through any good phase. I don’t want to exaggerate it so simply I wasn’t aware of what I was doing, why I was doing, what I wanted to do, what I should do, I didn’t know that I was at right place or not, I was doing something worthy or not. I didn’t know that do I really needed to do what I was doing or not. But one thing is sure, I was doing it. Yes, I was studying in this university. But trust me, at that time I really needed break from studies. But, due to parental pressure I couldn’t even ask them for same. It is not the real reason for writing this post. Real reason for writing this post is something else.

When I came to know that I am done with my first semester, next second I realized that I screwed it big time. I neither studied nor gave any exam seriously. Therefore, according to my effortless efforts, my S.G.P.A. was 4.92 in first semester. I still remember that day, it was the day of our last end semester exam and everyone had to go leave for their respective homes, next day. I and my friend Kaustubh were sitting in front of my hostel room and discussed that how big time we screwed this semester. (Even he did quite well. He scored 6.6 S.G.P.A. but he thought like he screwed his grades. I tell you!! Different people, different perceptions and different expectations). We decided that day that we will not let this happen in next semester and we will surely get good S.G.P.A. So, after that we went to our respective homes. A month later, we were in university again and 6 months later, we were again sitting on same place and we were saying same things that we will not let it happen again. Because in second semester, I scored 5.12 and he scored 7.2. Again it seemed like little for him (Different people, different perceptions, and different expectations).

Then in third semester, I got shifted to hostel-J. It is single room accommodation. Due to single room, now I had lot of time to introspect my life. I could think of the ways by which I can improve myself. I could think of areas in which I needed to work. So, I gave it a thought and decided to change my attitude towards study. I started doing studying. I started taking exams seriously and at the end, I got 7.4 S.G.P.A. I was quite happy. Now I am in 4th semester of my graduation and of course I am looking forward for better results.

I know this is not a big deal. Most of my friends are doing better than me, if you really ask me; I would say everyone is doing better. But it doesn’t make any difference, as one need to work on them. There are few things which can motivate you. Do give them a read.

Before i begin:

what is motivation?

Motivation is defined as the process that initiates, guides and maintains goal-oriented behaviors.

1)   THINK ABOUT FUTURE

As I started residing in Hostel-J It gave me immense time to think about what I was doing with my life and what I would be doing after my graduation. No issues, I could fuck around well in these 4 years of my degree. But, was this adding any value to me. Would it not be a complete wastage of my time? Yes, reading novels and writing few in this time (4 years) is not bad enough. But am I sure enough that after 4 years I will be happy doing so. Certainly I will be because I love it. Now whether I am sure that I will be earning livelihood after 4 years in this field? No I am not sure. As this is also a one of the tough areas. So, isn’t it better if I start studying now, start getting decent C.G.P.A., which will make me feel quite better as well as to my well-wishers. OK, this is not any fucking reason for which I will study. The main reason is I will be eligible to sit in interviews and moreover I can even get campus placement. As I know lot of people outside, they are done with their B.tech’s and still wondering for their Jobs. As their colleges don’t provide them any chances of campus placement but if my university is providing so, I should grab this chance, OK. Now I am not sure even I will be placed or not. At least I will be eligible and will try my best. So, when I looked into my life, I got this thought and it was quite inspiring. You should try it too. I am sure it will clear your views about everything and it will motivate you to work in the field you want to.

2)   Learn from others:

Most of the times we think of ourselves as genius and ignore what others are up to but I would like to suggest you to keep learning from others. Let us take the very common example that you are getting lower grades than your expectations and you want to improve your grades.

When you see those students who were far behind than you in +1 and +2 and now they are getting good grades and when every time your semester result is out, it must always force you to ask yourself a simple question that is “Are you an asshole?” NO, you must be self-answering it every time. If not, then surely you are.

Leave it, I am saying every time you feel offended when your results are out. You think for one or two days about what are you doing with your life? For that time, you promised yourself that you will not let this happen again and now you will study regularly now last but not least, you will get decent grades this time. But you say this for few days only and after that spark within you dies, you started feeling every lecture boring and every lecturer as some idiot, who keep on speaking.

Learn from those people who are working hard to get good grades. Now who cares, what you were in your coaching time. What matters is what you are doing right now. So, as you have potential, just put it in right direction, those things which always bored you will start seeming interesting to you.

3)   TALK ABOUT THIS WITH YOUR LOVED ONES:

If you are not doing satisfactory, talk about this with your loved ones. Be it anyone, your parents, your siblings, your Gf/Bf. Whoever understands you properly and can give you proper solution. Tell them; what you want to do, what actually you end up doing. Trust me they will surely catch, where you need to improve and they can guide you. As they are your loved ones, you must follow what they want to say you.

4)    SET GOALS:

Okay if all this seems little tough to you, like talking about your weakness with your loved ones. I can totally understand but there is nothing wrong in sharing your weaknesses.

In any case, what you can do is, you can set up goals. Set small goals. Like you want to increase your grades you need to set small goals, like you will study this subject one particular weekend. Or you will at least give one hour to study in whole week (Just one hour) even if you start giving one hour to study, it will bring you close to it and you will yourself feel like studying more and then completing subjects.

5)   GET EXCITED

This sounds obvious, but most people don’t think about it much: if you want to break out of a slump, get yourself excited about a goal. I know many of my friends complaint me that I usually got excited very easily over things, but trust me, it’s important. Deep inside your heart, you will feel like you really need to do achieve your goal, on which you get excited. This excitation will help you to in putting first step towards your goal.

6)   FEAR

Think about if you will not do anything then at what you will end up. I strongly believe that life goes on, no matter what. But still if you want your life in a better way you need to do work. Think about its fruitful result and start finding time for that particular task and end up doing that. As otherwise you will be doing nothing, this fear should motivate you.

7)   ANNOUNCE IT PUBLICLY:

I strongly believe one thing that we should announce it loudly whatever we want to achieve in our life. Tell your goal to as many as people you can. Such that whenever you will not be going on right track, these people will make your fun and help you in reminding your goal and also, end up motivating you.

I usually work like this, whatever I plan to do, I always announce it publically, or at least in front of my friends, so that seeing them gives me motivation that I need to do particular task.

8)   GET SUPPORT:

If you want to start something but you find yourself unable to do so and feeling like you can’t do it. Take support from someone. But this support must be like lift we take on road. It must be helpful to make you realize your dream and to make you reach near your destination.

Like if you want to start studying, start it with any of your studious friend, when you feel like you can do it by yourself, start doing it in your way and your timings.

9)   SHOW POSITIVITY:

You need to show positivity in that particular task. It will increase your efficiency and will keep you motivated for that particular task.

10) THINK ABOUT YOUR BENEFITS, AVOID DIFFICULTIES:

One common problem is that we usually think about how hard something is. Exercise sounds so hard! Just thinking about it makes you tired. But instead of thinking about how hard something is, think about what you will get out of it. For example, instead of thinking about how tiring exercise can be, focus on how good you’ll feel when you’re done, and how you’ll be healthier and slimmer over the long run. The benefits of something will help energize you.

11) CRITICIZE YOURSELF :

Much you criticize yourself, more you can introspect what you really need in your life and at what you need improvement and what you must do to improve at this. So, criticize yourself and let others critize yourself.

12) NEVER GIVE UP:

At last, i would like to say that never give up. Your success depends only on this.

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Then, Manpreet’s parents took her to home. Everything seemed different. It was not home for her anymore without Manpreet. She was feeling alone. She was suffered from loneliness. Manpreet’s Parents behavior was normal for few days but then they started blaming her as if she had killed their son.  They should help her to come out of this trauma but they were making conditions worst for her. As she had few fights with them regarding this, they said her to left their home. But where could she go? They were only people she knew in this damn world. They said her to leave their home and go away from them.

She was feeling most lonely in the whole world. She was feeling like she should also suicide and went away from them and everyone forever. But before doing anything like this, she decided to meet her parents once. It was her own decision to never meet them but now she was self-broking it. She thought about it zillion times and decided to visit them once at least.

So, on the day of her fight with Manpreet’s parents she packed her clothes (she had only those clothes which she once brought from her own home) andtook her savings with her. Her face was dull and full of sorrows. One could easily guess tears in her eyes. She was unmarried even after marriage. Manpreet never touched her to complete his physical needs. Their love was so pure. But, what could be done, one who has to gone had gone. She took auto for Patiala station and reached there. Then she bored train to Ludhiana. She was visiting Ludhiana after about 2 years. Everything seemed changed. She was full of mixed emotions. She just wanted to saw her parents for once and died in their arms only if they will allow her to come in their arms. As usual train took about 3 hours to reach Ludhiana. She put her feet in city where she spent her almost all life. In these two years, everything was changed. She found everything changed or may be everything was same but she was changed.  She again took auto to her home thank god, she still remember the address of her home. She stopped the auto one street before her home, paid auto fair and got down of it. She thought again about if she wanted to do this or not. Yes! She was impatiently waiting to see them for once at least. She slowly moved towards her home. Each increasing step towards her home was making her heart beat fast even faster.  She was unaware of the fact that whether her parents will ever accept her or not? Will they even recognize her or not? Whether they would like to talk to her or not? Lot of emotions were surrounded her mind. She was slowly and slowly moving towards her home.

But as she reached her home, she found that her house was locked from outside with a giant lock full of dust. It seemed like it was put there centuries ago. She pressed the doorbell of their neighbor’s house.  A fat aunty opened the gate and loudly said “Radhika beta!! Come in” Radhika quietly entered her home. She asked aunty about her parents. First she was amazed that Radhika didn’t know about them but she informed Radhika that “After you went to foreign, they died in a car accident. They were hit by a fast moving truck. Even there was no one to give last light to their corpses so pundit ji gave it.”

Radhika was crying loudly. She was crying hard. Her last wish to saw her parents remained in her heart. She was on knees on ground. She was thinking that she did so much worse act that even her parents could not tell to people. So they lied them that she went to foreign. She was sorry to them for everything. Now, again she found herself alone in the whole world.

A part of her still wanted to believe that all that had happened was just a nightmare but unfortunately she was not sleeping. She had to believe this hard truth of life.

She thanked her aunty and said ‘good bye’ to her. Then she moved out of her home. Everything had gone. She was all alone in this materialistic world. She also wanted to die. The only thing stopped her was that she didn’t want to be another Manpreet. She was not coward like him. She didn’t want to run away from complications of life. She wanted to face them all. She wanted to live. She decided to dedicate this life to waheguru (god). She repeated waheguru-waheguru-waheguru few times in her mind and decided to go ‘Harminder Sahib (Golden Temple), Amritsar’ and spent her whole life there. As she passed few streets and went on main road, she was still in the grief, thinking about Manpreet, about her parents. She was crying from inside. She hadn’t even handled the grief of losing Manpreet but now her parents. She was getting mad at herself. She was yelling herself for everything. It was dark outside. It was about 11 p.m. she checked on both sides of road. There were not many vehicles but traffic was moving fast. She was crossing the road. Suddenly, a fast moving car hit her.

“I saw that” I interrupted doctor. It was 3 a.m. in night. He was telling me story right from the evening and we didn’t even bother to look at time. I don’t know why there were tears in our eyes. May be it was respect to the brave lady or we were feeling bad for her. But, one thing was sure it’s life, it has to move on. He engulf full water bottle down his throat and brought new one from refrigerator for me, I too did same with the new one drank it in one go. He asked me for dinner. I refused. I just wanted to know about the lady. I asked him “Where is she now?”

“She didn’t tell me.” he said. “Okay” I responded. Then we both went to sleep. I spent that night in doctor’s house. Next day, I woke up at 11 a.m. Doctor was sleeping till then. I got ready, woke him up and said him ‘Good bye’. Then I took auto to bus-stand. While I was sitting in auto I received a call from my father. He told me that someone had put 20,000 back in his account. He seemed happy. I disconnected his call.

Then, I reached bus-stand to take bus to Patiala (My University). But, there happened another strange thing. There was bus to Amritsar standing in front of my eyes. I don’t know what happened to me. I found myself sitting in that bus. It was again long journey of about 4 hours. After reaching Amritsar, I directly went to ‘Harminder Sahib (Golden temple). It was awesome place. There was a unique environment inside it complete silence. The aura of place was totally different. I spent one hour wondering here and there. Then, I went to Langar Hall (where free food is provided to everyone visiting there). I took utensils for food. Then, I saw a young lady having bandages at head putting chapattis in my plate. I again looked at her. She seemed calm and happy. I didn’t take even a single second to recognize that she was Radhika.

I wanted to talk to her but didn’t want to hurt her by upbringing the topic of her past. So, I let it go. I felt good after seeing her happy. I came back from there.

THE END.

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On the other hand, Radhika soon started facing realities of life. She felt like she needed to work. She told this to Manpreet.

He was jobless. Only source of income was his father’s pay which was not enough for easy-going-life of 4 people. Unwantedly, Manpreet allowed Radhika to give her resume to a nearby private school. They selected her and provide her with a job of English teacher. Pay was good. This helped them led their life more comfortably. At least now there was surety of food!!

Manpreet was also applying for jobs but was not getting any.

As earlier people stated him as inept person who spoiled a girl’s life, now they started observing him as clumsy person who was incapable to do anything in life and who was living on money earned by his wife. It hurts his male ego. He never wanted to call as incapable, clumsy and inept.

Whenever and wherever he went, lewd comments followed him. These were eating him from inside. He wasn’t able to face all this. He felt broke.

After applying everywhere and failing to get any job. He was fully frustrated from his life. Every time he saw Radhika, it made him feel more ashamed and guilty. Radhika had never complained him about any difficulties she was facing living with them but he was mature enough to judge her life. It sucks. He knew that Radhika’s life had become hell, From A.C. to fan, from car to on-feet, from pizza-burger to simple chapattis, from cozy bed to simple hard bed and moreover, access-to-anything-of-the-world to devoid-of-everything. He knew everything and these things were bothering him from inside. He never wanted to put her in such situations but she never understood his concern. Even when he tried to make her understood all this.

Now he started finding her in tension of earning money every time. She started giving tuitions too. She earned money from tuitions. But what about Manpreet?? He was still jobless. He was annoyed and pissed off from his life. Regular commenting from others made him more annoyed. Even progress made by Radhika started pinching him somewhere because he was doing nothing to contribute to her family. He started feeling like they were using her.

So, till when it could go like this?

One fine morning, when Radhika woke up for getting ready for school, she found something odd. She looked at her bed. Yes, there was something missing-Manpreet. She went outside of her room to check out him but no, he was nowhere. He told about this to her in-laws. They got worried. They checked all around but he was not anywhere.

They were finding him from last few hours. Then one person from village informed Manpreet’s family that police found one person hanged on old banyan tree on the outskirts of the village. They took that dead body with them in police station. His whole family went to check out there about that hoping it must not be him.

But who can ever avoid the things which have to happen?

So, this thing which shouldn’t happen happened. They reached there. Dead body was lying on the table inside police station. It was covered with white cloth. Radhika showed some guts and removed the cloth. The thing which she never wanted to see was in front of her eyes. Yes! It was dead body of Manpreet. There was white cotton filled in the nose holes of his dead body. There were wounds on his neck. She understood everything that had happened. She was strong enough to face the realities of life. She was the girl who left everything just to be with Manpreet. But now? Manpreet left her that too forever.

Tears started flowing from her eyes. Even she didn’t want to cry but she couldn’t control even. She cried for few minutes as much as she could… as much as loud she could… with as much as pain she could. Then she cleaned her eyes, managed to stand properly. She said looking at Manpreet’s face “I thought you had fear to live in hard times… but no… you had fear to live. By doing this, you showed me how coward you were. You just did it because people said you something. Dear, Life is not a bed of roses. One has to face all this to live in this cruel world. It is never a nice place. What you think, people don’t pass lewd comments on me?? No, they do. I just never give damn about what they say. Because only thing matters for me was what you thought. Now, what can I say, other than letting you go forever?”

After this they took Manpreet’s corpse with them and she gave the last light on earth to his dead body. In front of Radhika’s eyes, love of her life turn into ashes, within few minutes’ Life is so unpredictable. Everyone went home but she kept standing there. She couldn’t believe it had happened. But, she has to face all this. May be it was written in her fate or maybe it was her bad luck. She thought about her parents again. Again tears started flowing from her eyes. She was missing them like hell. It should happen or it should not, she was answerless. She thought for a while and said to herself “May be it was my mistake.”

She never thought it even in her wildest dreams but it happened. He was gone, forever.

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