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dispositions. Only in certain cases have we added another motive to the factors long recognized as causative in forgetting names, and have thus laid bare the mechanism of faulty memory. The assumed dispositions are indispensable also in our
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The repressed thought gains power only when it has a motive, when it needs / wants to be repressed.
However hard to tell when there is a will for repression. Will this be linked to other pathologies regarding memory loss? Or the inability to remember?
“Son la banda sonora de la hora del suicidio a las 2:37 de la mañana. Son las lágrimas en la almohada que te despiertan a mitad de la noche porque te humedecen la cara. Son los puñetazos en la barriga que te hacen diferente. Son las fosas nasales llenándose del agua del WC en el que tu cabeza ya tiene pase VIP. Son los paseos por el cementerio envidiando a la gente que lo consiguió por fin. Son las veces que has ido a una discoteca esperando encontrar a alguien que te quiera, las veces que has estado solo en medio de la pista, las veces que te has ido de allí sin nadie más a tu lado, las veces que te has ido a casa y has llorado y te has querido morir.”
― FREAK
― FREAK
“Virginia Woolf's suicide note-
Dearest,
I feel certain I am going mad again. I feel we can't go through another of those terrible times. And I shan't recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and I can't concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don't think two people could have been happier till this terrible disease came. I can't fight any longer. I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will I know. You see I can't even write this properly. I can't read. What I want to say is I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. I want to say that - everybody knows it. If anybody could have saved me it would have been you. Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can't go on spoiling your life any longer.I don't think two people could have been happier than we have been
Virginia Woolf filled her pockets with stones and drowned herself.”
―
Dearest,
I feel certain I am going mad again. I feel we can't go through another of those terrible times. And I shan't recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and I can't concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don't think two people could have been happier till this terrible disease came. I can't fight any longer. I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will I know. You see I can't even write this properly. I can't read. What I want to say is I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. I want to say that - everybody knows it. If anybody could have saved me it would have been you. Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can't go on spoiling your life any longer.I don't think two people could have been happier than we have been
Virginia Woolf filled her pockets with stones and drowned herself.”
―
“Es ridículo no intentar evitar tu propia maldad, lo cual es posible, y, en cambio, intentar evitar la de los demás, lo cual es imposible”
― Meditaciones
― Meditaciones
“Cuando otra persona sabe que el miedo que te agarrota los nervios no están pasarlo mal, sino pasar a no sentir nada en absoluto sabes que es el alma que acabó en el cubo sucio de los errores de Dios junto a la tuya. Curioso cómo poco a poco te das cuenta de que la felicidad es una unión banal y momentánea, mientras el dolor compartido se convierte en un tatuaje a conjunto en lo más profundo y viscosa de las entrañas.”
― FREAK
― FREAK
“The balance between wanting to get along with others and protecting ourselves is one of the most exquisitely difficult to achieve. Nobody wants to be a sucker, but most of us don’t want to be tyrants. We actually do want to get along, but we do not want to be played.”
― "Don't You Know Who I Am?": How to Stay Sane in an Era of Narcissism, Entitlement, and Incivility
― "Don't You Know Who I Am?": How to Stay Sane in an Era of Narcissism, Entitlement, and Incivility
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